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Time to post...
I'm SOOOOOOOOOOOO dead. The 6th person had emerged.
I will miss my teachers. T.T
Haiz... The feelings goes again...
Walking the path of heaven, the one who will rule over everything.
8.25.2008
My results weren't very good... Here it is.
Subjects Test 1 Test 2 Average Grades
English 55.0 57.0 56.0 C5
Chinese 46.0 43.0 44.5 E8
A Maths 100.0 100.0 100.0 A1
E Maths VR 75.0 75.0 A1
Sciences(P , C) 70.0 70.0 70.0 A2
Humanities(S , G) 64.3 70.0 67.15 B3
Principle of A/c 68.0 90.0 79.0 A1
Overall: 70.2% (A2)
L1R5: 13
It's still not enough. Surprisingly. ): Maybe i'm having high hopes on myself.
I have something on my mind that i wanted to say. I can't hold it anymore.
It's really painful, holding on to every single thing that i have to maintain.
My dreams, my results, my ideals that i wanted to bring it to reality.
Then you came into the picture.
And that adds on to what i have now.
When i think of you, i feel that it is a blessing. But i can't open my mouth to tell you that.
You are so close, yet i feel that you are so far away from me.
I feel useless not having the courage to tell you that.
Nevertheless, it's still considered to be a blessing to like you.
I've used you to be my motivation to push myself harder, always telling myself,
"You must do it for her sake, push yourself harder to your fullest potential and succeed."
Yet, i didn't help you in anyway, nor you have come up to me to ask for help.
I don't wish for much, just want to help you when you're in need, to be there for you,
Even if we were friends for life, and nothing more.
It really pains me whenever i think of that, but i don't mind about it.
I'm willing to wait, even if you are in a relationship.
But it really hurts, whenever i think of this.
How i wish i did not fall for you in the first place.
If i did, will life be better?
Ot it'll be even worse than before?
Thinking of this cruel and harsh facts, i can't help feeling down.
But i still hold on to that dim, diminished hope that will just die out anytime.
Always telling myself that i still stand a chance.
Though i don't have the looks of your "perfect" partner,
Or you don't even like me,
I still cling on, telling myself not to give in easily.
I'm too exhausted to think about all this things.
It is really exhausting, both physically and emotionally.
Will this feeling of mine towards you ever last?
Will the things that i want come true, or it'll just be another dream that will never come true?
Only god knows.
Gosh, i can't believe i've just said that. It's so emo, i think. But i feel much better. (:
Walking the path of heaven, the one who will rule over everything.
8.22.2008
Today is a bad day...
I LOST TO YONG JIE AGAIN! By 10% in Physics. Haiz.
I'm hurt. ); Someone hit me! And very painful!
And last of all, I'm very tired, thinking about lots of things. My "motherboard" is trying to rest so that i'll think more tomorrow. Haiz.
I'm hurt. That's the conclusion.
Walking the path of heaven, the one who will rule over everything.
8.18.2008
Time to post again...
Today wasn't a bad day, we had learnt something. I'm going to flunk my POA test again... Haiz.Then after POA went to do the geog workbook... Then by accident, i took someone else's thing back with me. >.<>.<>
THE TEACHER'S TABLE! =D
Walking the path of heaven, the one who will rule over everything.
8.15.2008
Hey hey... it's time to post. Today wasn't a very bad day, i did have come fun. LOL. here are some things that i did have fun.
Today!
Well... School starts as usual... Went to class 2/5 to get come things done... Then come back. Then all the school work starts. Then during physics, i kind of like scalded my hand when i sort of "help" the leaders to get the hot water, as i am one of them...
Stay backed after school to finished my newspaper article... Then i went to play the school's piano while Nadiah and the rest were out of school. It was fun okay! (: But, Atikah's left out lol. She looked so lonely when she stayed back in school... Then, she later went home after using my phone and have a short conversation with Filza. Then i stayed back to play somemore piano, till Nadiah got fed up. She was disturbing me the whole time lol. I swear i'll get my revenge back. (: I'll disturbed her next time. Haha.
Walking the path of heaven, the one who will rule over everything.
8.14.2008
1 more months! Wows, i've not been posting LOL. Anyway, today was fun! Though both Nadiah and Filza disturbed me... But after all, it is also okay. I'm beginning to feel the stress in school and at home. Need to study hard to get the results i wanted, my dreams and others. Shall post later. =P